Between lifes

What is it when you are gay and Indian? You feel every inch of your life a big lie... nothing in your life is ever real. All our achievements, all our love everything single emotion stems not from heart but from that incessant need to conform... to satisfy others..
But if you risk you lose everything... that is certain..

Hi. My name is Ahad. I'm an Indian. I'm 24. I'm a student. I live with my parents in a small town. I am from Hyderabad. I love writing poetry, reading books, traveling and ranting on everything under sun.
I am gay and I just broke from from a relationship.